Taboo

Something I should never have
Just crawled into my arms today
A heart that should be silent
Beats so heavy in my chest

I just hope I that I can do
All that she could want me to
And never ever lose myself
Along the way
Along the way

This is so hard
What can I do
I'm fighting with myself
For wanting you

I would always stop and stare
And read your face with a look
But never did I ever see
That thoughts of me lied within

So now you sit here by my side
Happy in this silence with me
And it's all just so forbidden
I want so much for it to be
For it to be

It's all so rough
Thinking of you
I'm damning myself
For what I'll do

Your eyes gaze up upon me
And I've dreamed of nothing less
So now I lean in closer
To seal my curse with a kiss
With this kiss

It's been so tough
Deciding what's best
I'm loving this bliss
And Ill suffer for it too

~music; lots of it~

Its not quite worth it
I'm hurting myself
But it was so damn nice
Filling my want for you...
My sweet taboo...