Test of Trust
I’m going to do something I’ve never done before
Walk away from my Heart
Put aside my pride
Try to forget my feelings
Let my desire for you go Hungry
Close my eyes and imagine anything else
Hold back the urge
To fight for your Heart
This is Hard
I am my own worst enemy
I want to hear your voice
I miss your presence
I want to tell you what you’re not asking
Give you what you haven’t requested
I know what you want
I know what you need
Space
And so I bite my tongue
Keep to myself
From a distance
Going back to the life I had before you
This is killing my Soul
Again it’s hard
History will not repeat itself
This time around
I’ll wait
From afar
Because I Care
You’ll have my best at this
Just know this is taking all the strength I have
Unseen is the struggle from with in
To walk away from the Heart
From everything I desire
From what I find to be without fla on the outside
And unknown on the inside
This is
All this
Is for you
-Fin-
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