why does it hurt so bad some were in between
yet so lovely in the beginning
you gave me this feeling for what when i wanted to hate
to push
to let it just be
why should i treasure it sometime
when i just want to protect it
i don't want to give it
something so beautiful just unraveled in this ugly part
it grew so big when all it wanted to do is spoil
u gave me this feeling
tormented inside i want to scream loudly in rage sometimes
love me sometimes your greatest passion u r
but in the end torcher me with your stubborn ways
your driving me insane half the time
my inside is wanting you
and my tears are speaking vividly
i feel so fucken broken
im so addicted to this
i want more and more of the lovely feeling u give me
but the torment u spill on me at the last minute i want to run from
is this it
the last one never was good enough
he lied
he cheated
he was the opposit
am i suppose to wanna freak out
u don't want to hurt me
but your so stubborn
why did u give me this feeling
i love u
i am sick of you
i love u more then i did him
and were so far in
what the fuck
i am addicted
and i am denying it
lying to myself
here i am at the same point
is it me or will it never be good enough
anybody