the future

now that there is another man,
the images,
the pictures i have painted,
inside my head,
have changed into a new.
no longer is it i,
you are smiling at,
no longer is it i,
kissing your sweet lips,
no longer is it i,
who is holding you late at night,
no longer is it i,
you nibble and you bite.
all the cutsie things,
i used to think we'd do,
have started all again,
with this guy a new.
still yet,
in the far reaches of my mind,
a place no one but i shall see,
i can still see instead of him,
is none other then me.
i know that it is not certain,
that is how it will be,
but it is still the future,
that i choose to see.
now its time to put it to the test...
and make it my reality...
because i know given the chance,
you will still gladly choose me,
and so this is the future i choose,
and now i shall find a way,
to make it be.