The Path My Voice Has To Make
My inner voice is a conflict that I am struggling with.
It is very difficult one to control.
The words are less about obscenities.
If it were, I would be burping out obscenities like a drunken sailor.
It is more a conflict of another decency.
I may only limit about hate before it’s tangled up and speaks only of that.
It hears more words on revenge as it tries to speak out of justice
But, the other words are more on hate as to love.
Even when it hears words of love,
It gets almost pushed it to speak words that have the sound more like lust.
It may wish to speak about my ‘lovers’ of my past
But, they now seem that I were only in a dream where I talked to them last.
One could have been only 50 days older then me
But, I think the other could have been younger then me.
If I did talked to them, they have since made their love was only superficial.
I could speak about others to whom I felt a love for
But, my voice had to sublimate more with them in my mind.
Most of that love had mollifying delight only to forget them.
There is another love that it can see very clearly
But, it seems to get cold reception on those past lovers.
It is possible the others did love those things
But, they may have wanted hear more vanity about themselves more.
This love that it enjoy seeing was given only warmth that dry ice can give
And yet, it calls out those past lovers of being fool for neglecting on seeing it.
If they did see those loves out,
They only failed by not reporting upon their true vision delight upon it.
This love that it wishes to speak out about
It may only see one set of peer footsteps in the direction of nature’s beauty
When seen the other footsteps,
They tend to run either perpendicular to obtuse from the main prints.
While its footprints lead to nature’s beauty,
It can hear music that is just as intoxicated to see.
It is true that there might be seen other footprints by his side
But, it is more of hindsight following him to enjoy it with a lament song as backup.
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