My hand hovers frozen with disbelief
Over a clear sea of hidden emotion in which I’m unable to verbalize
Stuck in a time where i cannot move nor see
For i know not how to express otherwise what I’m feeling

A black hole with no hope of light
On how i can push play to fix my eyes to blink
And once again mate lightning and thunder
From the clouds that thicken what I cannot speak

Taking a walk past what I used to know so well
As I circle my mentality of all I can’t seem to grasp
Losing control in the storm that took over
Disabled and a temporary plea of insanity

Holding my head up high but smoke fogging my senses
Trying to understand what went wrong in the process
Of all that was once a flow in my fingertips
But now somehow interference has surfaced

Keeping me from the air that I breathe when all is lost
Shaking in the midst of the night where no one can hear me
Wishing I can go back and thaw out the numb
To reveal the emotion that I’m unable to verbalize

A radiance seeps through as the storm slowly vanishes
Enabling me to continue what once slipped away
An empowering way to speak without saying a word
The storm is never permanent