I’m scared
I’m so scared.
Scared that I will die alone.
So scared that I will never have that some one that will love me so much that they will give up every thing just to be by my side.
I’m so alone.
I’m lonely for that one person.
That one person for me that I am destine to have to make my world not just a dream but a reality for me to touch and smell and see with my own hands and eyes.
My dream is so rich I color and the breeze going by has such strong fragrance.
The sun.
The sun shines to bright I want to just fly to meet the flares to embrace the heat for that sun.
But this isn’t the world I want to live in if I can’t have that person.
The person I need.
Without that person I see it grey.
Still grey not light not darkness not breeze
Just still grey.
That is all I see.
And touch?
All I feel is cold that cold a blanket can’t touch
The cold that can never be heated with a flame.
But only with the touch of that person can the spark ignite the emptiness inside me
So I sit in the grey
Sit in the cold
Sit without the touch that feeds me
This
This is what im so scared of
Cold, grey, night, no breeze not sweet fragrance
A void.
Like the visions in the dark that could be there I just need my light that one person to be my color
Be my light
Be my breeze to bring in the smells for life I crave so much.
So I sit and wait
Wait for that person to answer my call
Still I call
Still you do not answer
Still you do not answer.