Tied to the sheets that make me bleed...

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    This is a deep poem I wrote months ago thinking of my past and unfortunatly my present too...

    Tied to the sheets that make me bleed...

    Tied to the sheets
    that make me bleed,
    Because these men
    have taken advantage of me!
    I'm to weak to fight!
    Nothing has ever felt right!
    I keep being treated
    like a peice of meat,
    I'm to blind to see
    they've only used me:(...
    I'm controlled by these phycho's 
    and it's hard to let go:(...
    It's hard to be in a relationship
    based on RAPE & BULLSHIT!!!!
    YOU CAN'T LEAVE,
    AND YOU ARE NEVER FREE!!!!!
    AND YOUR ALWAYS
    TIED TO THE SHEETS
    THAT MAKE YOU BLEED:(!!!
    The pain started when I was so young,
    I was told I'd DIE if I told someone...
    So I tried to hide, but I couldn't run!
    The torment follows me as I get older.
    I tend to fall in love with who
    I think is a great guy,
    But I keep getting deceived
    by all their LIES!!!
    The past remains and 
    I'm the only one to blame!!!
    God can't forgive me if
    I'm constantly reliving all this shame?
    I can't forgive yourself!
    I'm constantly thinking
    there's no hope & I'm going to HELL!
    It's hard for me to cope and
    Live when they've made me so stiff...
    I'd feel better if someone
    threw me off a 50,000 ft. cliff:)!
    The nightmares would go away!
    I'd no longer be forced to stay!
    My heart wouldn't feel guilt
    from all these unforgettable mistakes,
    and it would whole again,
    not able to break! 
    Finally, my mind would be
    at peace everyday:)
    And even if Hell is where I lay,
    I would not have to live with this
    unforgettable, unexplainable torment
    and REGRET EVERYDAY!!!!!
    But for now, I'm forever tied to the
    sheets that make me bleed...
    Full of razor blades and all
    I feel is RAGE!

    NOTE FOR THE LOST:
    STUCK IN THIS DARK
    UNTRUSTING CAGE,
    ALWAYS RELIVING THIS 
    NEVER ENDING HATE!
    NOTHING WILL EVER BE O.K.,
    CUZ IT GETS WORSE 
    EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!!
    AND IT MAKES IT HARD TO PRAY...
    WHEN YOU GOTTA LIVE 
    THRU THE UNBEARABLE PAIN
    EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY...
    AND RELIVE THE TORTURE 
    IN EVERY WAY WHEN ALL
    YOU CAN DO IS PRAY!






     

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    slimgoodwoody commented on Tied to the sheets that make me bleed...

    06-20-2012

    You have no reason to feel guilt! All of the pain, hurt, torment, distrust and anguish you have and do experience is no longer your burden to bear! Give it up to GOD and HE will see you through to better days. People often ask why GOD lets bad things happen to good people, children, etc... Man was given free will and sometimes the awful decisions of others hurt the innocent but no matter what happens to us it can be used to help others in similar situations. Maybe you can become a counselor or something. Those awful people have not put out your flame, it still burns in all of your poetry.

    wiskeygirl5090 commented on Tied to the sheets that make me bleed...

    06-20-2012

    WOW I feel your pain I hope I dont over step here hun but I gotta say k You are better then those DICKS that hurt you 4 you servived you havent laid down and died yet witch in my book that makes you stronger then the ones who do get hurt this way and just lays down and gives up YOU havent and all those sob's who have hurt cant anymore give them back all of this cuz hun IT ISN'T YOUR FAULT those sob's that hurt you its their fault so just give back to them all that guilt you carry make them carry it from now on!!!!

    REGINA2 commented on Tied to the sheets that make me bleed...

    10-22-2010

    Have been there and feel your pain tenfold. Please read "the girl I was and "indiscretions".

    HarverTomsson commented on Tied to the sheets that make me bleed...

    10-18-2009

    Jesus hung out with the ragtag and the bobtail of humanity. Don't know why there has to be losers now, but I do know they will be the winner later, if they hold onto their faith. God will exact His vengence on those who oppress the weak and the innocent. better days are ahead, so ride free in that hope.

    Poetry is finer and more philosophical than history; for poetry expresses the universal, and history only the particular.

    Aristotle (384 BC-322 BC) Greek philosopher.

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