To A Dear Friend

0 Comments

Tags:
  • Angst
    • ,
  • Letting Go
    • ,
  • Hate
    • ,
  • Relationships
    • ,
  • Friends

    To A Dear Friend

     When I see your face
    I can't quite recognize
    The thoughts
    The look you give
    So careless
    Apathetic
    So perfectly thoughtless
    Selfish

    Useless to all, but
    Saviour to the blind
    They rush to you
    Love you
    Without words
    Reasons
    To justify them

    The feeling I get
    When I see what you're doing next
    Next
    I can't believe how foolish I have been
    Because hope had died long before denial set in

    Are you smarter than you appear
    I often wonder
    How, what
    Would open you up
    Willfully shallow, purposeful
    Never bending to another's rule
    I wish I knew what was wrong
    With you
    With me
    I hate you, and I'll hate you until the very end
    Because you wasted everything you've been blessed
    Because you could
    Because you were bored
    You always break before you bend

    I'll cut you off
    Rest assured
    I'll be happy while I do it
    Cut out the cancer and be free again
    I will be free again
    Because your downward spiral is hurting me again
    And I refuse to be diplomatic with your sin
    I refuse to put myself in your skin
    I refuse to let you know why
    Just know this lasts until the end, until you die
    Until I get to see
    That you're truly dead
    And then we can be at peace again

    Poem Comments

    (0)

    Please login or register

    You must be logged in or register a new account in order to
    leave comments/feedback and rate this poem.

    Login or Register

    When power leads man towards arrogance, poetry reminds him of his limitations. When power narrows the area of man's concern, poetry reminds him of the richness and diversity of existence. When power corrupts, poetry cleanses.

    John F. Kennedy (1917-1963) Thirty-fifth President of the USA

    Philius’s Poems (26)

    Title Comments Submitted
    Title Comments Submitted
    Abject Failure 0 03/20/2012
    No Title 0 02/28/2012
    Vaccinate 0 02/04/2012
    Amor a la Vida 0 08/01/2011
    Love(d) 0 07/21/2011
    Sarah 0 07/21/2011
    Cool Guy 0 04/05/2011
    Piece Of Me 0 01/23/2011
    Untitled 0 12/17/2010
    HarInger 0 12/13/2010
    Mother 0 12/13/2010
    Find A Light 2 12/03/2010
    (S)(h)(e)(p)(
    h)(e)(r)(d)(e
    )(s)(s)    		 0 12/03/2010
    Losing His Mind 0 12/03/2010
    Just Another... 0 04/16/2010
    Best Forgotten 3 03/16/2010
    Cra(zy) La(dy) 0 03/05/2010
    Letter to a Fr(i)end 1 03/05/2010
    'Obituary' 3 02/17/2010
    Everlasting Glance (Los inquietos, los condenados) 2 10/13/2009
    The Idiot And The Fool (Happy Together) 0 08/14/2009
    To A Dear Friend 0 08/05/2009
    Half A Harmony (ft. Shannon W.) 1 10/14/2009
    One Second's Thought 3 10/14/2009
    I Need To Be Loved By You 0 05/12/2009
    Nothingness 4 10/14/2009
    Top of Page