To Be or NOT to Be

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    To Be or NOT to Be
    You took me as your mate your wife and lover. As long as we lived there was to be no other.
    Those vows, however, were to be shortlived. Soon after started the harsh words and the hits.
    You destroyed me mentally and physically so much that now I find it hard to accept even the slightest touch. A hug a handshake a pat for a job well done...No more can I deal with these things because of what you've done.
    I LOVED you, served you, bore sons to carry your name but all I got for it was hurt, confusion and blame.
    It wasn't my fault that you beat me and looked for better. I was a good wife and did every thing right down to the letter.
    Hopefully one day you will see all the dammage you've done to me. My soul is weak my heart is hard but I will rise above this and maybe my life wont always be this torn apart.
    Somewhere inside me is the strong bi-racial woman you tried to beat away. I'm sure I'll find her again...somehow, some way.

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    freind commented on To Be or NOT to Be

    07-05-2009

    your writes are really good. so me guys are just assholes. i have read your stuff .i think it is really good. commented on fucktard really liked that one.
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    laydbak1 commented on To Be or NOT to Be

    07-04-2009

    The scorn from his kids will be the ultimate payback... When they're older, and learn what he did to create havoc in their lives, he's gonna have to find someway to explain himself and live with the mistake of a lifetime... That won't be easy... A good write...
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    Wanni2 commented on To Be or NOT to Be

    06-14-2009

    No mxtter what you have been through with him always know that no matter what God is always going to lift you up. Although you may feel down you are still the bright bime that God created. So continue keep your head up and a beautyiful smile to let the one who tried tu bring u down that u will still rise
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    fallenangel74

    06/17/2009

    Thank you! God has lifted me up along with the true friends who were there all along but I had to leave behind to please him. Writing helps quite a bit too. I am a strong woman and thanks to ppl like you I realize that more and more every day.

    Poetry is finer and more philosophical than history; for poetry expresses the universal, and history only the particular.

    Aristotle (384 BC-322 BC) Greek philosopher.

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