to my twins...

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    to my twins...

     i'm sorry that I couldn't protect you both
    That your lives were ended so fast
    Guess heaven needed two more angel
    maybe that's why your lives did not last.

    And I'm sorry for the things that I did
    Can't help but feel it is all my mistake
    But when you babies died my heart 
    started to ache n break

    And now each and every single night
    i cry my eyes out just like tonight.
    coz wen the doctor sed you were both gone
    my heart was no longer alright.

    Wishing that things could be different
    My entire body cries out in silent pain
    oh allah i know you don't have to explain.
    but the sadness within me is to hard to contain.

    Always wondering who you would most resemble.
    wen we see your smiles would our hearts just tremble.
    would you be funny like your dad
    or abit more serouse like ur grandpa reyiad.

    i just wish you both could of survived 
    i promised my self i would try my hardessed
    till the day you both arrived
    i'm so sorry that i faild.
    but its wat allah wrote 4 adam n me
    and the both of you too.
    but i know allah knows wats best
    and that it was probably just a test
    so i'm just thanking you allah 
    coz for those 20 weeks i felt soo blessed.

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    fathi1943 commented on to my twins...

    11-16-2010

    I feel and understand your agony, Sunnah3. But life has to go on. Forgetfullness is one of Allah's greatest gifts. Otherwise, we drown in our own sadness and painful experiences.
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    Mareann commented on to my twins...

    08-11-2009

    This is a very emotional poem, so heartfelt and sad. You are so brave to be able to write these words. My heart filled with pain as I read this poem. I pray for you, mareann
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    A poem begins as a lump in the throat, a sense of wrong, a homesickness, a lovesickness. It finds the thought and the thought finds the words.

    Robert Frost (1875-1963) American Poet.

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