Ponder a question upon a question to which has no answer. Then ponder again the conflict within one struggling to be another. So many thoughts so little time, how am i to clear my mind.
So many intelligent thoughts that never get heard. Tell me just what i need to do. Some times it's hell just trying to think because I'm so damn confused. I wish people could understand things like i do.
Take the words i have said so far, can you explain how it feels to want to reach for the stars? Why can't i explain exactly how i feel? Do i get the level or the dept of my thoughts across to any of you?
Can you feel the pure emotion that drives inside me, the shear confusion that won't let me be? My minds always racing, tired of chasing the words that i meant to say. Why so many questions with no answers insight???
Because that's how things run throughout my mind some times. It's often unnerving when you have that urging and you just can't seem to find the time. What the hell is on my mind?
It's all raw emotion and words easily spoken, but my thoughts seem to get in the way. If i ask of you one wish would you think my brain's on the blitz? Man wouldn't that be the shits?
What i am writing some times i find frightening, i some times want to strike like lightning. Consider this a constant state, so many words rushing right past the gate. Have you ever been in that kind of state??????