all the time to drift asleep but something keeps me from peace as i sit here and stare out my window pane im surounded by beauty so little time left to gain. I sit in such a world where god surrounds his love with so much hugs as my heart embraces. I now know why i sit not alone but paralized with warmth my heart speaks on paper and my face fills with joy.I finally feel alive and well and im ready for the journey. God has swelled my feet but now they are warm my circulation i can feel as im ready to part with the torn. I feel im leaping like they never said i would do, dont they know what jesus has intended me to do. As i take a leap of faith and i look all around their are no chains no doctors holding me down, im finally let free its time to part from my empty soul that god has rested behind me. I put my every breath in reaching gods goal i lift all my being into my arms like im free and the power that jesus gives me is the gift deep inside of me i pull all my might as my first leg gives flight and i cant believe my eyes, i cry a tear of acomplishment as i walk my first steps i feel like a child wobbely and unstable i feel the cold tiles against the bottom of my feet as i reach the other side i smile at my self and thank the lord for giving me my dream, to walk beside him one last time was all i ever needed.