Too Tired

This heart of mine
Is just far too tired
To keep on beating
Without being rewired

I'm in love with a girl
That I once had
But needs only a friend
In me to be glad

I love yet another
Who needs only a pal
It's quite a shame
She's an incredible gal

I feel for a woman
Half a country away
I almost want her heart
Minus the price to pay

I hold many crushes
I gaze upon beauty
But I'm far too shy
For anything to be

I like one in particular
One far too young
She is truly the finest
Of the ninth grade rung

I need a huge change
One quite drastic
Without one I fear
I'll become more sick

Just look at my heart
And where it is sitting
I've given much away
With actions unwitting

It's easy to see my heart
Is far too tired
At least my struggles
Leave me well inspired...