Torn

Torn between which way to go
and who would understand my logic anyway
trying to make them all understand
but I don't think they can hear a word I say
and even if they heard it all the same
would the words be true to what they claim
and would the truth be written like the stars up in the sky
or would it all just be like clouds that quickly pass them by

and how am I suppose to know which way is best
and why is this so hard for me to let go
well I'm struggling with guilt and desire
one's like a knife the other is fire
if I choose the cutting edge the fire grows higher
but if I choose to quench that thirst the knife cut into me
and all along I'm still alone to fight this battle

torn between what to do
should I go and be with you
its such a long way and I don't have all day
maybe tomorrow we will know
today I think I'll stay, got to stay away
and hope you understand its not you i want to be there
and I want to be here I want you to understand that the choose isn't easy
but still it relieves me when I finally tell you that I just can't go
how do I say no..I don't I wont I just wont say anything at all.