two face

Inside of a smile there is a frown
Inside of light there is dark
I wear a sad smile
I live I the dark sun
Only sum know that,
The one that think to care …
Are the one on top
But people see me as weak,
On some level I do to.
But on most levels they are weaker that I
And  I know why
Most don’t care what I think or say
In that sense I have mostly free will
It good on no level because I see
And they are blind.
False friends build themselves up like a wall
Forgetting friends and leave you
But soon they all fall and they’ll be alone
What do I want, it can’t be said
But to have a long term friend, turn away
Hurts, but one have to move on
But they will come back like bad friends do
But will I be here for you.