Waiting in torture for you to call....

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Waiting in torture for you to call....

I wait for your call,
But all i hear is silence...
I am utterly appauled,
I thought you were different??

Maybe i was wrong or maybe im right, 
My heart and brain are constantly at fight...
I dont know how to end this sadness, 
My world is in a chaotic mess...

Like a hurricane on a mission,
I am torn between You & him,
Which to my dismay, both of you abandon😭...

I am a slave to this game satan is playing,
I was an innocent victim & now im corrupted
All i ask for is respect & answers for what wasnt said??
Is that to much to ask for this torture you put us in??

A million words scramble around and around,
But yet i cant seem find the glue i need to set them down..
They scatter about but im to scared to spit them out. 
I am strong, but weak, silent but also loud,
Maybe i am 2 proud 2 speak what u really mean to me...

I dont know, im a fool to wanna have a man to love,
My real affair is supposed to be with the man above...
I guess i thought id be married with a big family,
But all i am is a fat worthless failing nobody!!! 

I cant compete with the skinny rich girls who have it all,
Im not a fool to recognize im knocking at a dead wall...
Maybe i am destined to be all alone & have no home,
I have your number but i dare not pick up the phone...

Its your turn to reach out and see if im okay, 
To ask or wish that i have a great day,
But i know you dont truly care so i sit in a deep stare,
The confusion of what i thought could be, 
is a mystery so rare???

Whats a girl to do when she meets a real man like you?? 
My fingers are tingly & my knees are weak,
Oh what am i to do with a heart so blue over you??
Was this your plan to deceive me and torture me??

If it was its truly working....

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Poetry comes nearer to vital truth than history.

Plato (BC 427-BC 347) Greek philosopher.

Worthless’s Poems (107)

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Screw you ju-LIE 0
Blessed be the Dead... 0
Silent words slowly heard.... 0
Fuck you satan!!! 0
Wake up Sunshine... 0
God has a plan.... 0
Unscrambled word pool... 0
Here we go again.... 1
Call me please???? 0
Your dancing a path to my heart... 0
Will you be my valentine?? 0
Words... 0
A game of hide and seek... 2
Last Breath 0
Justice system, My A$$.... 1
Satans slave 0
Dear Daughter, My Sweet Princess... 0
Is there really hope??? 1
Dear Heavenly Father.... 0
Deep in the depths of hell... 0
Waiting in torture for you to call.... 0
I dont understand...
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0
Children.... 0
Butterflies in the sky... 0
Fire ant on Rampage... 0
Grocery store Hottie... 0
LORD, I NEED YOU!!!!!! 1
Young Love 0
I Barely Know You... 1
missing you today, tomorrow and forever... 0
HOME SWEET HOME 6
Faithful Mysteries... 3
A Nightmare without a Care... 3
A CURSE FROM HELL.... 2
I HATE COMPUTERS 0
Satans Game of Pain... 1
TODAY AND ALWAYS 2
I sit here and wait 5
mother nature 2
I MISS MY FRIEND! (read again & read between the lines last) 2
I Need a Good Nights Rest... 1
Now I know my A,B,C's!!! 3
Love Life.. (Short Story) 1
hmmm 0
Mystery Man... 3
The Empty Closet 2
Death And Life Combined 0
He's playing games with me! 0
Pen and Paper 4
MEN AND B(*)(*)BIES??
???
4
Men 4
HANG WITH ME 1
Humans.. 1
I Got A Feeling... 1
Go To Bed My Ugly Friend.. 1
A Father's Voice 2
Love Does NOT EXIST 1
HELL 4
Help Me 10
High On Lies 6
I Hate You Luke 5
Connect the Tears 1
Blood Tears 1
Disappearing Memory 2
Forclosure 4
Mouse Hunting 4
Nothing Left 3
I wanna... 2
30 Minute Meal 3
So, Folks 2
This Hill I stumble upon... 2
STRENGTH 9
I LOVE... 4
Feelings of Imagination and truth... 2
Who Am I? 7
I Don't have time 2
Dear Mr. President 4
STAB ME In the HEART PLEASE! 2
LONG AND DRAWN OUT 0
Girly Girl... 1
A Seed in Bloom... 0
Deathly Pissed... 0
Life 2
Is this what you call a home? 2
Love is fake? 2
March 27... 1
FAT & UGLY!!! 3
Loving You Still? 4
Opening Day... 1
My sister and Me... 6
Boyfriend Lies? 0
What do you care what's wrong with me? 2
Tied to the sheets that make me bleed... 4
What do I do? You leave me so confused... 0
The Love of A Child... 4
Sleep Tight... 1
Letter to You, Not knowing who... 1
Kids... 1
I GIVE UP!!!! 5
A love that ain't there 1
A new lust, not love... 1
Is there anything you need today? 1
JOBS (NOT FOR ME APPARENTLY) 3
Never Enuf 1
Real Man 2
God is Here 2
Worthless 4