Wasn't Good Enough

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    • Losing everything I loved but trying to keep going

    Wasn't Good Enough
    from the first day we met
    something told me to ignore
    the feelings inside me that you stirred
    but i didnt listen and wish i had
    cuz now im hurting while you sleep in bed
    i fell in love with you that 1st day
    yet now i wish id run away
    i always knew i wasnt enough
    when you held me asleep
    yet you called out anothers name
    why didnt i see i wasnt enough
    when youd chat with random women
    while im all forgotten, swollen with our child
    i wasnt good enough
    as you met people behind my back
    but had the gall to say you loved me
    why wasnt i enough?
    why dont you just go already?
    why rub it in my face 
    yet say you love me?
    ive known for years
    that i would never be
    good enough for you to truly want me
    all these years ive been by your side
    i gave you 2 wonderful children
    ive endured your familys dislike of me
    yet its been all for nothing
    i wasnt good enough to keep
    your attention and love
    and i will never be good enough
    to you then or ever 
    so forget my dreams of us together
    you can have anything or one you want
    i cant take this hurt any longer
    when i see your eyes wonder
    i wont keep being hurt
    when you talk and laugh with another girl
    because i wasnt good enough
    im setting you free of me
    from the first day we met
    something told me to ignore
    the feelings inside me that you stirred
    but i didnt listen and wish i had
    cuz now im hurting while you sleep in bed
    i fell in love with you that 1st day
    yet now i wish id run away
    i always knew i wasnt enough
    when you held me asleep
    yet you called out anothers name
    why didnt i see i wasnt enough
    when youd chat with random women
    while im all forgotten, swollen with our child
    i wasnt good enough
    as you met people behind my back
    but had the gall to say you loved me
    why wasnt i enough?
    why dont you just go already?
    why rub it in my face 
    yet say you love me?
    ive known for years
    that i would never be
    good enough for you to truly want me
    all these years ive been by your side
    i gave you 2 wonderful children
    ive endured your familys dislike of me
    yet its been all for nothing
    i wasnt good enough to keep
    your attention and love
    and i will never be good enough
    to you then or ever 
    so forget my dreams of us together
    you can have anything or one you want
    i cant take this hurt any longer
    when i see your eyes wonder
    i wont keep being hurt
    when you talk and laugh with another girl
    because i wasnt good enough
    im setting you free of me

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    Poetry is not a turning loose of emotion, but an escape from emotion.

    T. S. Eliot (1888-1965) American-English poet and playwright.

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