No patience!

I should have it by now with the way GOD has allowed life to humble me; one situation after another. I think he is in awe with me; at my submission. When he trusts that it is not just an act of instinct but an actual trait, he will lift me to words of wisdom.... until then, I write. It’s a freedom soul to soul. Shit, I am not a saint and really have no desire to be one! My beliefs have grown some. I feel a more keen sense of understanding for my life.

I chose it to be exactly how it is, the good and the bad. We don't realize how much power we have in where we are in life. We use it before we even know how to...from experience we learn to appreciate it. When I saw life as my gift...that which I reap I also know; And now I can want what my harvest will sow...

I’ve touched my core. The era we live in conditions us to believe that happiness comes thru status quo, material things and to love money.....more than self
I’ve became that lie when I bought cigarettes! And every time I bought the lies that conditioned me to believe nieve and deceive...follow greed

Man can not put a price on truth...

I have learned that none of that means anything if you have not united with your core. GOD, the only part IN you that is truth in matter...much more than your heart, your loves in and of this world, your veins, and all the things we are taught to believe make us live.

Well, as you can probably tell, I am on a different level. I have never been so high but humbled by life, with life, and my perseverance in life. hmmm, If only you saw the detail in my picture...many people can't quite grasp this. No word can fit enough or have enough meaning to name my GOD.

Thank him for EVERY part of your life each day. Thank him because you know you are blessed, I do. I have come to that place. I don't think I would rather be anywhere else! (lol ) Even with all book knowledge, you can't be taught the GOD I know, He just IS and can’t be taught. He is revealed to everyone differently ….

Infinitely, he is there regardless, before us, with us, and after us and beyond. We struggle between what we are taught and what simply is. I hope I make sense and have not blown your mind too. It's just truth. Simple.

(01/2008 TD)