The sun beams down on me like a raging bull
The flowers all around me are big and beautiful
The clouds in the sky are moving way too fast
Bringing out the future, removing all the past
The footsteps behind me are slowly fading away
And I'm thinking of all the little things you used to say
The day turns to night as the moon lights the sky
The stars seem so bright now and I don't know why
My heart starts to flutter like a little drummer boy
Pounding on his drums, his eyes filled with joy
But I can't seem to stop myself from running with the wind
Trying to reach the little child that hides within
The north star tells me it's time to go back
Yet I keep on running from the soul that I lack
I stop to pick a flower and as I put it to my face
The scent of it alone takes me back to that place
That little place where I was happy every day
A smile on my face that would never fade away
Falling to the floor, tears streaming down my eyes
I'm holding on tight as I relive all the lies
This mask that I wear covers me so well
Only I know that I'm living in this Hell
My shoulders shake as I let it all out
For too long my tears have been in a drought
But on this night with the stars and the moon
I couldn't hold it in how much I truly miss you
A lone wolf stuck in a world of black bears
Who's forever alone with just my nightmares
The tears fall faster as I think about your smile
And how I haven't seen it light up the sky in a while
The clouds still moving as the thunder rolls
And the memories I lost of you start to unfold
The strikes of lightning come close to me
And to my surprise it strikes a willow tree
Weeping willow I'll weep by your side
Only that willow knows the tears that I've cried
I'm forced to be strong so I don't look weak
I try my best to never let my lonely tears leak
But this is the time I can't hold it anymore
I sit in the rain crying as the thunder roars
Just one more touch is all I need from you
One hug, one kiss, one more "I love you too"
Then I think one will never be enough for me
I'll want to have it every day for eternity
Nothing takes the pain away, this wound will not heal
Time is not a friend to me, because I still can't deal
The petals on the flower rip away from the storm
And I get up and walk away, searching for warmth
Shivering, soaking, looking for light
Trying to keep my sanity with all of my might
I know I will see you again one day
And in that moment I'll be able to say
How much you truly mean to me, how you hold my heart
And no matter the distance we are kept apart
I will keep a part of you everywhere I go
And my love for you will eternally grow
I look up to the moon and the rain clouds leave
And I hope that you're looking at the same moon as me
Big bright and shining as if telling me to breathe
Saying you'll be in my heart and you'll never leave
I let out a sigh of relief and feel it in my soul
That no matter where I am, you'll follow where I go