©2010 Who I am

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©2010 Who I am

Yeah, Im very gay
but that doesnt define
who I am any day
I am many things in time.

rooms spinning a little to much drink
Ive cleared my mind, an open pad
I now can openly think
though Im drunk a tad.

Im not one to indulge in this
but I needed to be other than me
numb stupor alcholic bliss
temporary fix so I can see....clearly

I fell into this hole , so deep it is
hoping to feel anything but what I am
I thought I saw you cry , what gives?
do you love me arent we family? Damn.

Im open now no more closets to hide in
Im not afraid of damnations or their judgements
I only want to begin again , no fear of sin
why then do I feel so damn Bent?

I miss those gone, as well as those still here
this separation from a life I lived now past
surely you dont hate me because Im a Queer
what gives? I love you and life goes too fast.

Ive gone from beer to gin and juice
Im clear on my intentions now
there's nothing more for me to loose
cant you just love me, forget golden idols and cows?

Im here when you decide Im family
I cant lie and say Im innocent
I need you all no matter how I try
to forget I do , I feel so spent.

can you just love me for who I am
the good the bad, as I do you
this pretention I cannot stand
Im sick of feeling blue, missing you.

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Poetry is when an emotion has found its thought and the thought has found words.

Robert Frost (1875-1963) American Poet.

Insideme’s Poems (127)

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top of my head 0
Immortal 0
Calling Me 0
Ellipse 0
Obidiah (Amor vincet Omnia) 0
Sweetness (Dreaming) 0
We drown too 0
Beatrice 1
Tapestry 0
Magick 0
Dark Obsession 1
INCubUS (The Weapon) 1
The Question 0
You can call me honey, I'll always be sweet to you 2
The Eternal Flame 0
Beautiful Pain 1
ILY 0
SeventyTwo 0
Hopeless 0
OneZeroEight 0
Remember...Fo
rget
1
For You 1
© Harvest 1
© Storm 3
©2011 Out and up 2
©2011 New Dawn 3
© Zealous 4
© Anima Hominis 2
© 2011 The boy you once knew 3
©2011 Precibus (Tipping the Scales) 2
©2011 Unbroken 1
© 2011 Fly with me 1
© 2011 Found in being lost 2
©2011 Destiny Unbound 2
©2011 Solar winds 1
©2011 Injury 2
©2010 It doesn't matter 2
©2010 Standing Still 3
©2010 The best of me 3
©2010 The Motions 5
©2010 Axis Tilt 0
©2011 AvOs 1
©2010 Familial Sacrifice 1
©2010 I love you still, do you? 1
©2010 Delusional 1
©2011 MatthiasThom (This too shall pass) 3
Remember (Martin Luther King) 4
Dear Lucas, 5
©2010 The Past we walk upon 2
©2010 The Beast within (A human without) 1
©2010 Blind 1
©2010 Masterpiece (First Love) 0
©2010 Walked in your shoes (I'll keep faith in You) 1
©2010 Rise Above 2
©2010 The Crownless King 1
©2010 Wading through the Marshes of abscence 1
©2010 You 1
©2010 The Happy Surfer 3
Night Visions (Prophecy) 4
©2010 Sting 10
©2010 On The Farm (A Saving Grace) 3
©2010 A Good Father 5
©2010 Open your Heart to Me 1
©2010 Silence(The rarest fruit) 4
©2010 A Love Gained 3
©2010 Wrap my Wings around You 2
©2010 Ronnie James Dio (Daring to Dream) 2
©2010 The Good Soldier (For Osborne) 2
©2010 Find the child in the man (Heart of Dreams) 3
©2010 Poison of Youth (Fear in Religion) 2
©2010 All I want is You 0
©2010 Who I am 0
©2010 Winner 1
©2010 Difference 6
©2010 Stay Baby Stay 4
©2010 The Child you Bore, The Man we love 1
©2010 Birdshine (For Ava) 3
©2010 A Girl like you 2
©2010 Ode to Us 1
©2010 face 3
©2010 For Keeps 2
©2010 Rough Love 1
©2010 Illumination, Dream 11 4
©2010 I am a Rat (What are you?) 7
©2010 Drowning 5
©2010 end begin 2
©2010 Questioning 1
©2010 Doubt (The enemy of self) 1
©2010 Dr. (bits and pieces of me) 2
©2010 From where I stand 1
©2010 Lunchbreak(Mo
ments Remembered)
2
©2010 A Love more than words 2
©2010 Where I belong 3
©2010 You are my Truth 2
©2010 No rhyme or good reason 1
©2010 The other side (my becoming) 0
©2010 Sword of Kindness 0
©2010 I'm not good enough (For You) 1
©2010 Holding you close (from far away) 1
© No going back (foundations) 0
©My Valentine to Joe(Cupid's Arrow) 3
© St. Joseph (A true Dad) 0
©The Vampire's Kiss (ulcerative colitis) 0
©Ulcertative Colits (For Joe, laying in the grass) 0
©Look in 2
©St. Christopher 1
©Daydreams 2
©Dear Father 2
©As Above As Below 1
©Akasha(The singing away of my tears) 2
©Prophesy (The Fire of Enlightenment
)
6
©Unwelcome Eyes 3
©Existing in Isolation 1
©Glue 2
©Not again 6
©Rubber Band 0
©I, Nine 0
©My Sun 1
©The Real Thing 0
©Bent 2
©Parsifallin
g Paradise
1
©The Savior (rainbow bridges) 0
©CHRISTIAN SOLDIERS 1
©In Passing 2
©Shields 0
© I Need You 2
©My Judas Tree revisited 4