After all is said and done...why is it that my heart aches? I know of the things that can never be...I wait for the moment of realization to come. In my head all things will work out...my heart tells me otherwise. I speak of a love that is not lost...just one that I will never be able to posses. I can feel it so deep that it is palpable to the touch. It runs through my veins as the sweetest of addictions. It is apart of me like the sun is to the sky. My life without it is like the darkest of nights, wondering through the streets lost and alone. I thirst for it, nothing else can quench the desire that is there. It is as essential to me as is breath for life...and yet I suffocate silently. The yearning that I feel for this love is so deep, that the vastness of the universe could never be compared. Is there anyway to have the brain override such a feeling? Can it rewire the blueprints of the heart. Could the answer be out there...is it waiting for me to find it? This is the question to which I bide my time.