Life should be simple but for people like me its not
I walk around thinking I have to be the ideal image living life on the spot
I feel that I will be single for the rest of my life while others are happy with glee
What about the girl who has love to give...yes what about me?!
I dont know what to do with myself
I dont feel loved like everyone else
Should I just keep living life and play the cards Im dealt?
Should I go out and make something of myself?
I was once loved by my high school sweetheart
Though the love was mutual, his cheating tore us apart
Hmm.......
Dont want to be hurt so I put up a shield
Here comes the girl with no emotions she walks with a yield
People are all around me though Im alone in the field
Im young and many say Im beautiful and that makes me smile
I want a love thats worth my while
I put in the work to keep things at peace but many take me for granted in relationships because I dont cheat
Im faithful in life and in what I do
Beasts do me wrong and leave me screwed
I dont chill with the fake and sure dont relax with the false
I know I will make a good wife one day...its just me you have to cross
I may be young at heart at the age of 21
But so wise in the mind...I know my lifes not done
Who can I talk to?
Who is my true friend?
When I write, I put all my pain in words and they go away when I say the end
This is why Im sad and Im sure many do understand
This isnt the end of DeAngel......Im grand(lol)