WHY QUIT?

An intense darkness
       is what
 my mind wears!!
Like a plante burning up
  Lying in perihelion
For a year!!
Bullets of sarcasm fired at me
    by old and
all my peer!!!
Faced so many pains
 That I am left
with no more tear!!!
Like a dried up leaf
   that makes
Whole tree smear!!
Like a bitter rotten plum
    That no one
Can bear!!!
Nobody even wants from me
  A wholehearted
 Revere!!!
I got nothing from this life
 not a single person
who wants to be near!!
I want to die
but then
I have got fear!!
But wait many rivers dry up in 1 season
and in next
they again reappear!!
Who knows I might
get someone or something
so dear!! So forgetting all failure
I am ready again
for some more wear n tear!!