Why?

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    Why?

    Why can't I be good enough?

    Please answer me that.

    Why am I always too loud, too soft,

    Too ugly, too fat?

    You make me feel 2 inches tall,

    Yet I'm still drawn to you.

    Why is life so unfair, so cruel?

    This deadly love can't be true.

     

    Why am I not enough for you?

    Am I really so wrong?

    I am who I am, I can't change that,

    All I want is to belong.

     

    You are the greatest pain I've known,

    I wish you weren't in my heart.

    If I could, I would cut you out,

    I'd gladly tear myself apart.

     

    Why can't I just be myself?

    Please answer me this.

    When will I be free of you?

    Free of your venomous kiss.

     

    I'll never be beautiful, pretty or loved.

    You are the one who taught me that.

    But if I can only live my life in quiet peace,

    Away from you, I long for that.




     

    Copyright © Catriona Elizabeth Mowat 2007

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