A desperate veiled cry for personal redemption
Always being seen but never heard
Slipping ever so often into a tranced temptation
Constantly feeling excluded like the third

Depressive thoughts on why i continually stand the trouble
Recklessly thinking positive on what i know would never change
Indulging in a demented form of security beneath tears of rubble
Never outside of a heart over pride exchange

Never really had a care
And then suddenly out of nowhere...
My world was dramatically turned upside down
And that TURN was the talk of the town

On top of the world no matter what direction
Above all, the greatest feeling of mutual linking
Trembling with the most tender affection
Til one day it regretably transformed into wishful thinking

Always brighter than the North star
And always larger than the sun
Definitely the most special by far
And has been considered the one....that can't be touched

The brightness faded
The largest became microscopic
And for the longest i was so persuaded
No matter how close i would get it stayed myopic

A wreck of course but there's nothing to be fixed
It was a moment i wouldn't change for the world
I guess i just didn't want to admit i got mixed
Sooner than i expected the magic unfurled

I guess in a way it's better this way
Although it's definitely gonna be a bit tough
Eventually it's gonna turn out to be ok
When things go sour you tend to wish it's a bluff

Sometimes it's good to live with than without
Love, go figure, is a complicated thing
Letting it go will be the hardest no doubt
I guess what once was...was just a fling?

Stupid little child
Who was pulled by string
All this emotion that gradually compiled
I should have known that it was always just wishing thinking!