wondering on looking for you.

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    • jenifer
    • alert but not enough sleep . hope my poems please thee.

    wondering on looking for you.

    There was a creature in the fire warmed by it, as if it had a magestic light. 
    an almost angel essases. a frog burped in the night. a twilight moody moon.  a gust of wind so chill, as if even the heavens knew nil. 
    i stood in every every window pane unable to call out your name. i stood in every shadow across the plains. i wondered on wandering endlessly calling out your name. nowhere i went you were found, ever dreadful of roaming on never knowing if someone new your name. 
    angry as the tides my crys could be heard overhead and even in the sea as even the angels fell abide. but nowhere could you be found, and so my loss was even more profound.  even so i could not lie down. 
    i anchored for ages never seeing the page, where your face had a wonder, and last seen before the stage. i roamed as if lost in a tangle, as if a gone in a draft. i knew not the tangle and the people behind the glass. i stood sometimes as still as a tree and others as faultrying in stance as thee. i knew not of your tomb affair, but forsaw the willing there. i waged on more determined now, even though all carried a frown. i knew of love's lost winter dove and i saw the end for me, but i carried on for not a thousand memories. 
    a page turned towards the end, a death no more or less a friend. a loss just like the end. even in death i could not find that love that love greatly abides. i knew not of your status, i knew not of your shame, i only knew of starcrossed lovers pain.  i love thee many, but love thee few cause in the end they all amount to you.   sadi vu shae.  i love you still, today.  

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    MootPoint commented on wondering on looking for you.

    06-13-2014

    You write with great passion. I like reading and will continue to read on. Can I offer some advice? The formatting of the words could make this flow better. You might also want to copy and paste this into a word processer to catch the mistakes.

    Poetry is not the expression of personality but an escape from personality.

    T. S. Eliot (1888-1965) American-English poet and playwright.

    jenifer’s Poems (193)

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    putting myself first above the pain, getting on without abuse. 0
    regrets of loves past due.........o
    f romance and of you.
    0
    Something i said to a grieving friend. 0
    wondering on looking for you. 1
    Missing a part.........
    of the heart
    2
    distance lies.... 1
    dreams are. . . 2
    it's 3 o'clock in the morning again. 0
    belongings, there impact on our writing and what baggage everything else creates 0
    the side of the universe, why it is the winds own dame 1
    where is home.....? 1
    Tants in my ear. Paper is mighter than your hateful dispostion 0
    bohemian.....
    ...
    2
    i sing of this....... 1
    bleeding.....
    ...........
    0
    love at too high a price, to sleep........
    ..
    0
    not ever figured out........ 0
    it's a penny and a piece of candy..... 0
    because you are mine. 0
    done believeing 1
    shadows of despair 0
    what are you gonna do? 0
    elements that touch us.... 0
    these words 0
    dreams are forever 1
    i don't understand this touch this war inside... 0
    what do you do? 0
    scabbed over planet. 0
    pain assult, freedom unaware......
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    0
    truth of life.... 0
    these marks 1
    pain ain't got no place here 0
    heaven and hell ain't so swell 2
    I don't yield 0
    pain past perfection 0
    expiration date 0
    past 1
    life's journey 0
    stars in your eyes 0
    don't let it knock you down 0
    knock the glass 0
    if only passion kept a tune 0
    unkept 0
    dust in your eyes 0
    young and needs hand 0
    poverty,poor being 0
    walls to grow 0
    show me the stars 0
    bourbon 0
    stage at the theatre 0
    unbound , unyielding 0
    moments fleeting 1
    not a propasion to be won 0
    party bargain 0
    every dream and dreamer 0
    disability 0
    the heart will fall 1
    oh baby oh well 0
    make up your mind 0
    borrowed time 1
    not gonna let you burn me 0
    long 0
    judgment by thi self upon thi self 0
    doin as only we and our heart can know 0
    hell and heaven spent 0
    never ending 0
    why 0
    revengence 0
    pain cant be scrubbed or drunk away. 0
    poor 1
    feet 0
    greek song 1
    grime 1
    thighs 0
    choking 0
    formation 0
    other 0
    desacrution 0
    battery 0
    rape has a name. 0
    coloring 0
    sadness swallows 0
    reason for self pain 0
    the pain of no common sense. 1
    condensation 2
    getting threw 0
    unexceptable 0
    wounds to deep 0
    transquility continatineal 0
    indecency 2
    yell y dont ya 1
    fragility 0
    post to the past 0
    choas after the war. 0
    father times eternal stillness 0
    kindred city 0
    passion exists 3
    the death of the land 1
    cast us aside 0
    angels be here 2
    random thought. 0
    alert 0
    await the light 0
    walls 2
    pain from the bottom and up again 1
    just like before 1
    broken 1
    soul strong 0
    the spirits dont cry. 1
    casting 0
    inspirational 0
    dreams 0
    hands in mine 3
    The change 2
    horzion 1
    stress 2
    torment 3
    these eyes 3
    homeless and lost 2
    crystal eyes 5
    written 2
    frustration 2
    a plea 3
    this love 2
    jaded eyes that bind me 2
    jaded 2
    bloody wounds. 0
    day 2
    brace. 0
    chosen wings 1
    bottom of the bottle 3
    road to tomorrow. 1
    wandering wide 2
    holders 4
    synmmentry 1
    shower 3
    laden 1
    no refuge 4
    ashes holey smoke. 4
    pressure 9
    power of grace. 5
    darkness laden with honor 6
    tombs 2
    petal ,thorn and glass 4
    land 2
    remember 2
    pieces 4
    mind's eye 3
    these tears 4
    take me as i am 4
    motion 0
    rosa 2
    desperation 2
    romance 2
    these are the other star 2
    creation 4
    no glory 3
    dare them 1
    lights go out 1
    seashore 3
    ground 3
    nights last honor 1
    cosmos 3
    anothers arms 3
    love you threw the moon 9
    poetry lends a hand 0
    purpess we know not 0
    death of an angel 5
    fear of a death that wont bring peace 4
    faith 5
    soot 2
    endings 1
    dream of dreams 1
    no where 1
    dance 1
    midnight 0
    motions 1
    random 1
    fall 1
    wish 2
    false euphoria 1
    this 0
    memories 1
    madness and love 0
    erotica 4
    beat 4
    worlds away 0
    rise up 1
    my own bravery 2
    innocence 2
    sexual desire 8
    rape 8
    dreamer 3