As long as I could remember, I had my eyes fixed on you.
When we were young, we spent many moments together playing childish games
Enjoying our innocence
We often played games that challenged our purity
As we grew older, we grew closer.
Sharing our most intimate thoughts about the world that surrounded us
And the shaky grounds that we walked upon.

We began opening doors that many would be consider to be a loving relationship
But what were these words that people spoke of?
We were two kids with thoughtful thoughts about this crazy world
But there was love between us
A love so powerful that no one could brake
It was through this love that I was able to see the being inside you.

When I looked into your eyes,
I saw an angel whose mind and body was more beautiful than Helen herself.
I saw a soul who is forever loving and graceful
And cherished the beauty that exists is this world.

When I looked into your eyes, I saw darkness.
For your nightly desires left you fulfilled and empty.
You loved the world
And the world loved you
For you allowed them to explore your body
And discovered its mysteries
My mind began to wonder about you and the beautiful demon you’ve become

I became green with envy
For all these men were able to discover you and fulfill your desires
They never knew you the way I did.
All these years
All these days that we’ve spent together
Made me want you for more than what we were
I fell in love with you
I wanted to spend one night of passion
A lifetime of love
Wanted to show the world the person I see when I’ve with you
But you never saw me

You became blinded by the lust you craved
You heated the night with your sexual fantasies
Not seeing what true love is and how beautiful it can be
You became lost
You lost the innocent child that I knew and adored
Yet I still desired you

I often wondered what it would be like to explore your body.
Finding the mysteries that you allowed the world to discover
To be able to lick your pussy
And watch you enjoy the snake that lusted for you since we were young
But I’ll never know, for you never saw me
For you loved another soul
The one who could fulfill your fantasies and bring you happiness
The one you committed your life to
But no matter how far I go,
I’ll always wonder what life would have been like with you.