YOUNG LOVE, YOUNG LOVER

 So young, so vibrant, so full of life

Am I wrong for wanting to be a part of his life?

We met by chance; it’s nothing that was planned,

But from the minute we spoke, I knew I wanted in.

I’m not sure how it happened, but he made the first move,

But I didn’t try to fight it, even with so much to loose.

Its crazy to me, it was all so fast

So many things in common, yet I fear it wont last.

So many things against us, so many people think I’m wrong

I keep telling my self, don’t get attached, 

But it’s getting really hard. 

Now its crazy, but I think of him all the time, 

I just wish and yet I don’t, want to know what’s on his mind, 

At times he so easy, simple to read, and care free, 

But just as quick he puts up his wall, so I can’t see. 

There is so much about him, so much; I don't really know, 

So many secrets he hides, ghost I fear he can't let go.

This life he had before me, all part of who he is today,

And even now, I just wish I knew, what he thinks of me?

Has he known love in this life or has it all been infatuation?

Does he even want to find Love, or just sexual satisfaction?

Young love, young lover, your always in my dreams,

I long to feel you, to kiss you, to be what you need.

I wish for you nothing but happiness, and joy

And for all your dreams to come true

Because to me you’re a man, not a boy.