So young why did you go?
my life is fucked up now, i just want you to know.
you want me to beleive in things unseen,
thats like beleiving in a dream. thats just obseen!
theres a difference between reality and space...
Im just ready to leave this fucking place!
But i dont wanna die!
Because of there pain!
I do love the air and tree's things in between,
pussy and money feels so good,
but pain is over riding and evident, and im from the hood!
I see ghost and zombies but some are mommy's
addicted to satin ,
that little white rock that fucked up my life,
in a another way.
Today is must worst than other's because,
i miss you, and our brothers!
I never thought,
who thinks ?
( me, too much)!
I miss you, your smile, your eyes, your touch!
I dont laugh much, you know i never did,
but thats been gone since we were kids.
But you broughht it to life one of those things you always did!
Nobody can feel me, i am lost alone! Where is home?
I find myself laying next to your stone,
If it was'nt for my strength i would swallow my chrome!
A million thoughts a min, only the real can feel it!
I am dying from a broken heart!
My life, my scars, pain, tattoos.
A work of art!
My canvas painted in blood, drug through the mud!
I represent!
The preast told me i was heaven sent,
heaven sent cant even pay the rent.
Hold on im trying to vent, and exstend this pain,
my paps died in vain,
my family was murdered! Know your name!
My head is down, for i walk in shame!!
This as we know will never change!!!
And that is real talk!!!
niggas get lined up in white chalk.
Mama dont cry, i will die in the streets,
and buried the beneith the dirt where we all meet!
I feel people under me should neel at my feet!
For i have found the truth!
And have the stength of a 1000 lions!!
Defiant and unable to beat!!
These are my thoughts, and they dround me each and everyday!
I am alone, my freinds dont wanna play, please pray w/ me.
God if youre there or even exist.
show me that i am not alone,
who are you? can i call ya phone?
Where did you come from? The bible says you are the earth the trees wind,
but how can the wind, punish me for my sins?
How can you let these monster hurt these kids?
Why did my heart get mangles again?
It is said you are pure, w/out flaw,
but im going to hell to burn for eternity,
to me thats raw!
my beleif has been gone,
since i asked mom why santa dont come to are home!
So i guess forgive me for not knowin.
If i have to be fake to go, then im not going!!!!!!

Much love to all my muthafuckin people that are pain driven and tired of livin! This life is a peice of shit, but it is all that we got! So i guess hold on for the ride and say fuck it! do what feels good! Fuck what anyone thinks!!! The fake will be eaten here on earth and die weak. it is us the strong who will survive to die w/ dignity!!!!! GINO