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Only cause my world is lonely
me and me only
Thoughts loaded with empty lines
what's next....
levels and levels to climb
Looking down but I'm up to high
I shout out loud meaningless words of emotion
Gestures....
starving for lectures
Knowledge is power
Now my head hurts... as none of all thoughts run  through
My words stay unsaid
just blank instead
Craving to be full
I search with eyes made of wool....just feasting on only what was ...or so I thought
Blank expression
Clouds of nothing just air
Nothing else there
The gleam in my eye makes me wanna cry tryna figure out why...
How can a poet be left with no words ...
Just blank
blank paper
Blank mind
Empty soul
Just one big hole
ain't I a sight to be hold
There's nothing left to unfold
now I'm cold
As ice they say
Explain to me how....
How can I still feel lonely in a crowd all around me
Still I look down
nothing....?
Empty lines is all I see ...
Lines of incarceration waiting to be set free...
From my parole officer
she is me
I have the key
I put myself in solitary confinement.....I was choking and I tried to give myself the ..
Hamlin......maneuver
see I knew her once before
but not anymore
yeah I'm sure
this time I'm sure
It's not her
it's not me
It's I
I still have a tug of war
With blank thoughts
seeing nothing
Knowing nothing
feeling nothing
Just BLANK...... BY:Darlene Truepoetry Fernandez