My heart crys out for all the ones i ever hurt in my life most of all my heart crys out for my father because he has to face life not know his kids and living with the fact that he had hurt me and my family for so long
At times i wish that i can go see him and talk to him deep down inside me reather i want to amit it or not i do love him but i dont love himcause of the prombles he caused in my life i dont know if i should cry or just let it go and it hurts me to know that i cant get passed that point in my life my hurt crys because i've been hurt and played over so many times it hurts cause i want to love and care for someone but its a lot of things that i just cant get over cause its so hard to do it all started when i was young and it went on through my teen hood i am crying out for help cause i dont wanna hurt no more i just want to know when is it my time to be happy in life their is so much things i want to show my family but i cant cause all the pain that lays down inside i am crying out for someone to hear my cry and save me
Always,rebecca