Fearful…

I am so overwhelmed with fear…
It’s like every step I take, is some sort of sneer,
But no one doesn’t really understand or care…
They actually all seem to be so unaware.

Be strong and fight it, is what they all say…
And all your fears will go away,
I try to fight it my way, and I also try their way…
It’s beginning to feel, like these fears are here to stay.

Fear has much too many different faces…
I’ve experienced much too many dreadful cases,
It’s attacking me, slowly killing me and leaving its traces…
Many times, many ways, over many different places.

          I’ve already decided what I want to do…
          I’m going to fight this battle until it’s through,
          I’ll conquer fear, I’ve already got a good clue…
          I’ll just stand firm, and do the best that I can do!             

             Celinalovely   
             January 2010