"let my flames die out"~john chen

our lights go out,
observe closely, why is my flame is still lit
what about the ambience.
it grows hostile, as my flickers grows weak

my antique fears, fuels my fire, once again...
my existence glows, as my wick burns
cant give back time, which makes it so unique
cant grasp the reality,
all my sides,are melting in,
forget about technique
dont bother...to relight me,
let my flames dieout, and...
without a shred of doubt, farewell...
your not the only one, i cared about
an eerie silence, as i watch the flames i adored dieout,
and what did i learn?

Friendships are due, something i can't extend.
letting u know, im a schmuck,a loser in search to become unstuck
i say fuck my efforts,and let my ashes snow.

let my flames dieout
i cannot escape this darkness,
i will always be alone. and I'm sorry, for everything i will always atone
so please,

let my flames die~out
i cannot escape this darkness,
i will always be alone. i will always atone
and I'm sorry, for every~thing
so please,

never questioned it,
the flickers of flame
cant blame you for what became
i tried to keep you burning...
my hopes..my friends..my family, my loves.. my crush..my dreams
let my flames die out....

hope you all aim high
cant keep myself its a shame
farewell, from admist all the darkness
wishing you someone else to keep you sane.
let my flames die out~ let my flames die out. die-out!