You have betrayed and hurt me so bad
I think of the past and remember what we had
I look at the present and see what was lost
Yes, it opened your eyes but at what cost
Respect and trust that was lost
The pain, suffering, and tears
Those are not my fears
It’s the hate and anger that is still inside
It’s the thought of at the end not having you by my side
It’s your actions that you say you regret
It’s the painful memories that I can not forget
It’s that I might not be able to forgive
It’s that I’ll never be able to move forward and just live
You once gave me love that made my world go around
You were my beautiful music and how I loved that sound
You were the one who gave meaning to my life
You were the one that was going to be my wife
You were once my everything but now I am sad
That some day be you will only be a memory that I once had
You did what you did and I will never know why
Will our story end with a good-bye
God, please help me forgive
I want to live