Give Up My Life For You

I would give up my life for you,
If it made you happier,
I would give you my heart,
But you already own it,
I would do anything to make you happy again,
Even if it meant giving up my happiness,
Or my life for it to be so,
I miss you so much,
And I can't hurt anymore,
Because I feel nothing at all,
I was hurting when I was cutting,
I was feeling something,
But now I am being watched,
So I can't cut anymore,
I feel so lost without you,
I feel as if my world has come to an end,
Everything important in my life,
Revolved around you and only you,
Now that I have ruined it,
It hurts more than ever,
I cry more than ever,
I am so lost in this world and have been,
Ever since the day I lost you,
I don't know what to do,
To be happy anymore,
And you shouldn't blame yourself,
For me messing up my life,
I blame myself for everything that's wrong between us,
I blame myself for everything wrong within my life,
And that is how it should be,
I don't deserve you,
Though I would literally do anything to be with you again,
But I don't know what there is that I can do,
I can't be happy without you,
And if that's how it's gonna be,
Then I will get past it in my own way..