Why is my love like such a gray cloud on a rainy day?
Like a tornado picking up speed, destroying everything in it's path
Like a hurricane washing away everything good
Like a tsunami drowning me

Why is it so confusing,so full of surprises, so unpredictabe?
Why does it hurt so much, why am i going through so much pain?
Is love suppose to be so mind rattling confusing? I thought it was
suppose to be spine tingling, knee weakening perfect

Am i doing something wrong? maybe i am not meant to be in love

Why is it that when i think i found the right one, when i think i'm in love and things are going right, Everything falls apart like mud seeping
through my fingers

Is there something wrong with me?

Why do i always think think that i finally am truly in love?

Why do i fall so easily?

Why does it feel like i'm slowly drifting apart from him like broken pieces of wood on a raft?

why am i at a loss for words about what to do?

Why am i utterly confused about how i feel?

Why don't i know how i feel?

Why is my love like a dark stormy night with thunder and lightning, warm rain and a cold wind, swirling and getting worse, striking at different times, electrifying and confusing me.

So dark that i dont know where i'm at or where to go, so stormy that no light can shine in, that deceives me by it's calm eye and makes me think that the storm is finally over, but quickly reminds me that it's far from done

Will i ever find my way out of this horrific storm?

Will it ever end?

Why is my love life such a gray cloud on a rainy day?