As I sit alone…
My mind cannot concentrate.
How did it come to this?
I am 25 years old.
Shouldn’t I know the answers by now?
This tiny little boy was growing inside of me.
Yet, I did not know what was right and my heart broke.
Do I give him up?
Do I keep him?
My thoughts would haunt my soul.
I know emotionally I could give him all the love he deserves,
But financially, I would not be able to give him anything.
Whereas, if I gave him up I would be able to give him everything plus more.
I would ask myself how would I be able to
come to this decision involving this tiny little soul.
I prayed, “God please show me the right answers for my son’s soul.”
I put my soul into God’s hands.
So God gave me this…
He gave me the perfect family to allow my son to grow.
He gave me my answers.
He gave me Hope.