The third of november, A day I'll always remember. Seems like I can't win and everyone always told me"hope for the best prepare for the worst". I didnt want to face it just hearing your name and "passed away" or "gone" pierced my soul, It hurt me so bad no one could ever know. You were the one who cared looked out and took care of me, you put a smile in my face and ill always hear "Good morning Shawnie". You would make me laugh and discipline me too and Nanna for that I thank you. Its killing my soul to part with you, no one can understand my pain, my tears are like the ocean waves with nonstop waves crashing flooding my world with sorrow. I know youre watching over me,you see me crying constantly. I honestly felt a piece of me went to heaven with you when I heard the news, I just started to cry for you. Didnt wanna face the fact its just too hard to bare, seeing as though you were always there. You took care of me and I can never repay you, not with words at least I cant. Yes, God called you to your eternal resting place and you may have been ready to depart from us but my heart cant take it. I'll never say goodbye so I'll say "Till We Meet Again Nanna" When I look to heaven all I see is your