Thinking of something written on my mind
Looking for an answer but I couldn't find
Calling and talking to a friend
To get some sign.

Getting nervous all the time
Even talking with someone
I don't know exactly what was the reason behind.
It may becuase of the past experience of mine.

Im runing out of control
To my mind, my heart, my body and to my soul
I need some guidance from Above
To finalized and to realized.

I know I cannot bring the past anymore
Im just a little bit confused
Why sometimes my life is difficult
And why sometimes Love is unfair.

Im running out of control
IN loving and showing
The overflowing joy of love in my heart
If it the coz of pain, why should I?

IM out of my control
To do what is the best for me
To do what my decision will be
To think what my heart is telling me.

Im out of control
Losing you sooner or later
Im out of control
Loving you forevermore.

Im out of control
Not to release this stupid feeling
Not to tell you what is in my heart
Not to be iwth you all the time.

Im out of control!
IM out of control!


jamzkie#10