I'm sorry I could never tell you how I felt about you for four years. Too long, I know. And I blame you none. It's not your fault that I couldn't express my feelings, even if you did reject me. And now there's someone else for me. Someone else for you. I'm sorry. Now it's so hard to even write this, for it feels that our hearts are still intertwined with each other. A couple of star-crossed lovers.

Although I'm letting you go, I won't forget you. Never. You are forever in my heart. I hope you do the same for me. Maybe one day we will be together, maybe not. I just know, that today isn't the day. I'm sorry. Maybe now you'll be happy though.

You say "no more distress, it is about time that I get to live". I know what you mean. Even though I never told you how I felt, you knew all along, huh? Yeah. But you were too scared. As was I, and still am. I think that's what love does. Otherwise, how would you know you're truly in love? Love isn't easy. It gets you scared and even hurt at times. And when you get these symptoms, only then are you truly in love. We were, and still are. But we have to let it go for now. If it's meant to be it'll come back, if not then we'll know that it was our first love, and that it was something that we had to go through to grow.

By saying I love you means nothing, but by showing you how much I love you means everything. I never let it show for other people's sake, but now I'm ready. Now I'm not. I'm sorry. Hopefully you understand my thoughts. My mind doesn't even understand. But my heart is right on track. My heart is the one that wrote this. He's longing for yours and still hasn't let you go. HAHAHA! I know it's probably funny for your mind to hear this, but I bet your heart knows exactly what it means. Once again I'm sorry for all of this, and I hope you can be happy with whichever way you choose. But just know that I'm always here. I love you forever. I'm sorry.