I found myself here, at a place where life no longer made since
I almost looked the same, my hair has changed
But mostly everything else the same
But in all of this It remains; life right now is so plain.

Moved to a couple of places
Met a lot of new faces,
Been on a lot scenes
Introduced to vicarious things

Had some fun jobs
Finally bought my own car.
Making decent doe
Even bought a condo
Got my perfect guy,
Hopefully next, ill get my ring
Really feeling out this dream
The I.N.D.E.P.E.N.D.E.N.T thing

But something is still missing
Out of this so called, perfect picture
Still having lonely moments and times feeling down
Even have times, when I don’t want anyone else around

I guess if I dig deep
And look into me
Ill see,
the thing that’s taking me to that place
That place in my mind, where nothing else exist, but empty space

When reality sets in
I got to be a big girl and take it all in
So until I figure out, what this empty blues is all about
Ill smile to keep from crying
Trust God and know he’s providing
Til then Ill have to keep up with the pace
And know that this will just be my sacred place…