Why o why must I die

But only on the inside

The time I’ve wasted

The love I’ve tainted

The misery I cause

The pain I feel

You make it real

I miss you so

 I thought I’d never grow

Without you near me

You said you’d love me

That love that set my soul free

I fear for my life

And my souls eternal strife

I feel something is missing within me

 My heart has gone and abandoned me

In the sea of perpetual sorrow

Tossed to and fro by the waves

And attacked by those who crave

To hurt and destroy

When almost all was lost I saw her

She is the goddess of mercy and beauty

She gave my heart back

Her eyes the color of the sky

In her eyes I could see the pain that made me crack

To dust that was just swept under the rug

And forgotten

As tears falls from her face 

Like rain that waters the flowers

May god end me now

And let my soul roam free

To drift around with you

But to never move on

So together we may be

But if not

For the love I once knew

I pray to god

That he is forever with you

But always know,

Forever it’s true,

I will always love you