once i pondered in my sleep, i prayed the lord my soul to keep. in this battle where i stand i dare not to seek or peek. in this world my hands were burning, my eyes were yearning, yet i continue to shed tears. for when i reached for the crystal fire once more, so many lessons i have learned. in these corners of my mind where i would sit, id breath fear, shadows id seer, then my heart would be full of rage. as id slept id feel inmortal, i would rest upon gloom and knew that wasn´t my doom, but also prayed i would see the wake of dawn, when i had sat within my anguish, all this pain i couldn´t bare. every tear i dropped was distortioned, every second was made up of torture, was i just to sit and cry? for when i opened up the gates once more, another chapter in my life i would unfold, where u had saved me from my shadows where it rained fire and ashes i would breathe. now my heart has stopped to realize, that all this anguish i had felt, was just an illusion within a dream. for every breath that i had taken, i never wished my soul foresaken, now every chance that i had taken, i now desire it was with u. your my serene of aidden within my desolated hours and dreams. thank you for coming for me, te amo.