I'M GONNA BE ME REGARDLESS SO WHEN I SAY I DOUBT MYSELF I JUST DO---

DON'T TAKE OFFENSE OR BE ON THE DEFENSE

I LIKE SOMEBODY BUT I'M NOT SURE I'M READY TO LOVE SOMEBODY; I WANT TO LOVE SOMEBODY BUT I'M NOT WAITING FOR THEM TO LOVE ME BACK

I THINK ALL THE TIME ABOUT THINGS IN MY LIFE I SHOULD HAVE DONE DIFFERENT; THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A MISTAKE, ITS THE WAY U WERE SUPPOSE TO LIVE IT

I DON'T REGRET ANYTHING ABOUT THIS LIFE; I JUST WISH THE PEOPLE I USE TO KNOW, WERE REALLY THE PEOPLE I USE TO KNOW, NOT SOME BITTER IMITATION OF THEMSELVES

I'M NOT THAT DIFFERENT, JUST TIRED OF BEING HELD DOWN ,BELITTLED, AND EMBARRASED; I WANT TO MOVE FORWARD AND FINALLY...LIVE

I SWEAR I BELIEVE MY HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN SO MUCH I DON'T KNOW IF I WILL EVER LOVE AGAIN; I HAD A "LOVE OF MY LIFE" BEFORE TURNED OUT THAT DIDN'T AMOUNT TO MUCH-- THEY SEEM TO FORGET THAT LOVE JUST DOESN'T FADE AWAY

I'M DONE RAMBLING

SOMETIMES I JUST HAVE TO WRITE THIS STUFF DOWN

P.S. MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION IS TO STOP CURSING SO MUCH