I don't know why I feel the way I do
I wish I knew how to make everything go away
I really don't like the way my thoughts make me feel
This is my only appeal
I want all the pain to go away
Even though I know there is no way
I've often thought of ending it myself
But then I think of my kids
Of how they would feel
This is my only appeal
I'm tired of feeling like life is an endless battle
But the pain I feel is causing my head to rattle
I would love to pray
But then I think oh no, no way
If there truly is a God
Then why what have I done
I have never really hurt anyone
Why would he let me suffer this way
I don't like feeling the way I feel
This is my only appeal
Living with all this pain and misery
Is making it hard for me to be me
I would love to be able to walk
To work and feel needed
But the way it is now
I only feel like a burden
I wish I knew for certain
Thiat this pain would end somehow
But I reall don't knw right now
I don't really like the way I feel
This is my only appeal