Seems I am never good enough!
I put on my mask of what you want me to be but underneath I am hurting!
I ask myself self what do you want me to live up to what standards do you have for me I got no answer.
I felt incomplete so I went back putting on my mask of inward insecurity but on the outside fake high self esteem.
I have a smile on my face but, anger in my heart!
I spoke words of encourgement but could'nt use my own advice. Seems like i'm not good enough even to myself.
I sat down oneday and tried to get you; know the self help books but the books could not help me unless I helped myself and I could not!
So oneday I took a drink from the fountain of life and I found life, I was lead to a greater life that I actually had someone to lead me though and tell me it will be okay and be yourself with me. So guess what I was good enough to actually have him to come into my life after he came in and started working in my heart. So let me ask you today are you feeling like you are not good enough cause you are good enough to receive a better life!