open mind to any one who cares . life is hell and every shares, this is a time i would not like to play ... bring me your bull shit some other day. getting high use to be my pass time and i stay clean, omg its hard no one can understand what i mean. waking up to a line would be nice but living the sober life is only whats right. drinking now is my best friend and i think ill drink until the end.. i don't smoke weed i rather snort up coke and make my nose bleed cant do that ..a lil see thew shot glass is how i play now.. i think i can get thew this bullshit some how.. shots of whiskey.. shots of rum any thing to make my mind go numb..thinking of life in a sober state of mind is going to kill me time after time.. i smell murder every time the wind blows. fuck the sunlight and let the moon glow.. this is just a open state of mind fuck you if you don't like how i wast my time........