painful feelings

loss of a loved one hurts so bad feeling a new level of a painful sad a feeling so deep that not many know careful to hide it so it wont show staying stong listening to a song while still trying to battle life everyday knowing that you will be in good hands and will have no more pain as you will be greatly missed just glad could give ya a hug and kiss before you went and say my goodbyes as I wipe my tears from my eyes missing you already trying to cope with the hope of being with you again one day goodbye is not forever only till next time we meet standing tall on my own two feet while you watch over me you will see someone you are proud to know while I keep my head up and do my best I lay you down to your final rest.  R.I.P.