I would love to be able to let my guards down and commit my heart fully to you. But what was once unbreakable has been broken and shattered and although we've tried to put the pieces back together, i still can't help but notice the cracks. What was never a second thought or worry has quickly turned into insecurities. So how can i move on with you or commit to you through marriage if everything you say and do catches the corner of my eye. You could say i'm the only man for you atleast from your mouth but your cell phone, e-mail, and body language says otherwise. It's one thing to have your cake but you can not eat it and be with me i won't allow that. So in full i don't give up on trust, i just gave up on trusting you because it will never happen again. Trust is never doubting the one that loves you, trust is being able to disagree and not worry about your mate breaking your heart, trust is loving blind. Well i once was blind but now i see and we'll never be the same.